
Almost exactly 5 weeks ago, I (Kathy) began taking an antibiotic. It was one I don't remember ever taking before and I was given a large dose of it. I took it in the morning and then again in the evening like I was told to do. That night, I woke up with racing pulse, palpitations and nausea. It really scared me because I had no idea what had started it and what to do about it. I mean, we don't really have an emergency room we can go to. It was frightening, which didn't help the whole situation. Roger--by, I believe, divine guidance--thought of the antibiotic. After reading the paper that went with the med., we figured it must be the culprit. I began drinking and drinking and drinking water and by the time morning came round, was a bit better. We called a friend who recommended a heart clinic here in town. We went there and they did an ECG. By that time my pulse was normal and nothing abnormal showed on the ECG. I still had some restlessness for at least a day and it took a few more to finally start to feel relatively normal. However, I kept having a funny "fluttering" feeling which scared me and took my energy, and went back to the cardiologist. I did the full 24 hr, doppler ECG and the heart sonogram-thingy as well as blood tests. It showed my heart is healthy but that I have an "extra heartbeat". I have had this before (or rather noticed it before, many people have it but never notice it) but stopping caffeine always makes things right again. This time, nothing has helped. Apparently, the drug reaction started it going.
Now I take a medicine to try and calm it down a bit. I have done some internet research to see what other people say about it. I realize it's not something that will go away with medicine and that if I think and worry about it, it'll just be made worse. (Most people were totally consumed by the fatigue and stress brought on when the heart begins "fluttering" and I don't want to be like that, at all!)
It all "brought me to my knees" (actually, I was standing, hanging a very large load of laundry) and I asked God to give me the grace to live with my "thorn in the flesh" that He's given me. I pray daily for Him to show what He wants me to learn from this. I realize that He could take it away entirely, but not until He wants to. I also believe that, for now, He wants me to learn from this. He wants to be made powerful in my weakness. Therefore, I would like to ask each of you to pray with me that I can have the grace to live with this and learn from it. It, as far as the tests showed, is not lethal--no more than driving on the streets here in Togo is--but it may be a long time before I am totally free from this extra heartbeat (PVC) and feeling tired and breathless when it comes on for longer periods of time. It would be all too easy to feel sorry for myself in all this and get stressed about it. I don't want to become like that.
Thanks! (sorry this is so long)